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i am absolutely dying here. i cant stand to be away from jamie for another minute, yet i have 18 more days to wait. the worst thing is i cant call her when i need to and when i do its always to short and not satisfying. she doesnt even realize the pain im going through. i can do almost nothing to keep busy. anything i start to do gets old within about 5 minutes. if i could put myself into a coma for the next 18 days i would, but the thing is i cant. its 18 measly days, and its been like 26 since ive seen her, and 44 since shes been gone. i just dont know what to do.
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havent updated in a long ass time. its summer. jamies gone. i miss her like crazy, but im just kinda chillin at home. Hanging out with casey and friends alot. Working on building a weed-wacker powered bicycle. Jamie comes home in like a month, im so exicted that its not even funny. I have my senior picture on friday, kinda nervous about that one because i cant smile good in pictures. I think that it will turn out pretty good tho. I sent Jamie her harry potter movie, along with a bunch of corney cheesey love letters and such, but i think she will like them. I just ordered a centrifugal clutch online for the bike. I spent last night looking at old lj posts from the early days of me and jamie. It was fun, i endeed up smiling alot. I sure do love her alot.
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[25 Feb 2007|10:24pm] |
yea
ive been really busy lately
but
i love jamie
im enjoying my psp currently
whatevs
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[25 Dec 2006|11:51pm] |
havent updated in forever. way to lazy. anyway. christmas was good this year. got some new golf clubs, some movies, a cd and some other random shit. and MY HAT. Jamie found me one that looked similar. and i also got another one from my mom, and i will wear them intermittantly. yea. off the topic of christmas, on a rather depressing note, basically everybody i know is having or has had sex. And thats really making me feel wierd like me and jamie are the only ones that see the point in waiting. i dont relaly like the fact that everybodys doing it, and instead of making me wnat to have sex, its making me want to wait more. This sounds pretty queer from a guys standpoint i know, but really theres a couple reasons that stand out. one, is the fact that in high school, you probably arnt gonna marry the person you are dating now, the statistics are slated against you. So if you do have sex with your high school boyfriend/girlfriend and then you break up, guess what, youve lost something you can never get back. And its almost worse if you do grow up to marry that person. Because its like after you get married, you can look forward to having kids. Thats really the only thing you havent done. Even onyour wedding night if you have sex, its like, "oh weve done this before, what significance does it have?". So really, with more and more people i know having sex, i think i should probably try to not untill i get married. Cuz then i can be like, here (jamie hopefully) you can do something with me that ive never done with anybody else, and have never done with you. therefore it stays special.
aight. im done with my queer rant. anyway, merry christmass to all. i got a new camera and took pics in chicago.
but i dont feel like posting them
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[21 Nov 2006|04:32pm] |
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yea so had my birthday. havent updated in a while. i got a psp with all the money i had, and i got wireless headphones, and burton capstraps. im also getting a digital camera from my aunt. all in all, a pretty good birthday. and i still love jamie. which reminds me, i got an awesome cheesy card from her, and a book about how to build stuff like a potato cannon and shit. its tight
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[26 Sep 2006|07:28pm] |
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yea havent updated in forever. Schools gettting hard, cuz of all the shit im in. Football team aint doin good. Marqueer week this week. we better win. shoulder jumped in its socket, and it hurt like a bitch. i finally got my new shoes. i love jamie. im random as hell.
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[06 Sep 2006|09:20pm] |
neeed to post.
so yea
school is ok. my favorite teachers so far are siebert and hobs and mohsen. i have jamie in that class so its tight. yea. footballs goin ok. i feel bad for matt. i hope he gets better. i got new computer at my moms house and i feel bad for jason flowers. he broke his leg. and it looked like it hurt soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bad.
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short update. yea got a flat tire, but it was fixed for free. probly will get to work in dairy now instead of cleaning shit/being the bitch. football is goin ok. i love jamie. i like to sit back and think about how much she is cooler then anyone else.
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hung out with brian and dan wick today. skated alot and it was fun. and we went to the mall. yea ive got a headache and dont feel like explaining shit. im going bed.
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[29 Jul 2006|11:21pm] |
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got ut 2004. installing it now, and it seems to be workin. wich is grand. i also helped invent a word. a substitute word actaully. it is üt and ütan, which is substituted for fuck and fuckin.
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[19 Jul 2006|05:37pm] |
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yea so ive been hanging out with kelvin for like that past 6 days, every day in a row. im there cuz jamie is there and brings him food. and yea its fun. we had a sleepover at my house on sunday and we were slap happy the whole night. it was grand.
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[13 Jul 2006|11:08pm] |
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i was up north for the past few days. its pretty awesome just to stay somewhere where you dont really have stress or anything, and also to swim alot like i did. i swam, fished, golfed, and ate alot. yea so im back and i got my zippo. its tight as hell. hung out with jamie, meagan, nick, ryan, kelvin tonight, saw jamies concert and such, and yea. It was cool. gonna hang out with jamie probably tomorrow.
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[06 Jul 2006|11:44am] |
yea so summerfest last night was awesome. It started out when we were walkin around looking at shit, and we went to the guitar jewlery place, where jamie saw "the hottest guy ever". So we walked on and i kept making jokes about how we should go back, then we did, and found out he was awesome, and we foudn this chick named rena from lebenon. she was so awesome. Then we went to where flogging molly was gonna be and we found matt, brian, jake, and jordy. Then the hot kid we met (max) started a mosh that went on for the whole time. That was awesome. Then me and matt had to break up a fight, wich was fun. I got punched in the face and got a split lip from it, which bled alot, and also elbowed in the leg, where it hurts alot. But over all it was awesome.
oh and by the way. jamie is the most awesome person ever.
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[04 Jul 2006|04:35pm] |
no one reads this anymore anyway.
havent been doin much, but kinda just hangin. yea. whatevs
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had a baseball game today that we lost. got beamed in the arm hardcore. It hurts like a bitch. really hard to type, but whatevs. so today i hung out with jamie (in her hot shirt), ryan, and sam. Frist me and jamie met up, then we went to sams for a while. We then decided to go to speedway for some 79 cent slushies. It was grand. Then we went back to sams and watched clerks. The cats name was not syntax. good movie. Then i went home, went to subway.
At subway there was this guy who talked to me for like 5 minutes who i think was high. Im pretty sure i heard him tell jamie he loves her. She was like "Anything else?" and he was like "yea uhhhhhhh peppers" then i think i heard him say "i love you" under his breath. he also told me that god loves us all. it was rad. then i went to my baseball game and got beamed. it hurts like hell. i know im repetitive, but whatevs. Yea. long update for me.
nobody reads this anyway
I love jamie alot, shes a cutie. And she has a hot shirt
ahhh. yes. no more pain in hand cuz i stop typing.
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yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. ive had to work alot in the past week. im having to work every day untill thursday. crazy. yea. jamie is awesome. done.
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[08 Jun 2006|10:56pm] |
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yea. end of school coming up. been skating with brian and victor a lotish. havent hung with jamie alot/seen her in school too much. i miss her a little bit but not too much. yea. umm. gotta work tomorrow 3:15-6:15.
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yea.
marching sucked ass today
it was sooooooooooooooooooo fuckinghot
kinda like jamie
barn was fun last night
yea
i dont got nothin else
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yea. not much to say for a while. i love jamie. got my new neaera cd. it rocks alot of ass. ummmmmmmmm. i got 2 exemptions on my exams. yea. thats about it
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jamie, your cute and you work long
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